Maybe I'd Rather be FAT.......

Yea, No... thats not gonna work.

I have relentlessly exercised everyday since the 28th of September (excluding weekends).... Kai its such a good feeling, buuuuut my appetite is like dupplerwhopper, I am always hungry, like always, I foooolishly threw my diet out the window, I say foolishly cos I was telling myself that I will work it out... really Ejay?????

My cravings got worse and I just lost control over my portions, so although I was working out, I was gaining weight.....My Target Date is inching closer and my Target Weight is going even farther, Naturally I was almost losing my patience and my will and my shit.......woooooosaaaaah!

I haven't and probably wouldn't stop working out cos its actually a great way to start my day and I'd pick an hour at the gym over an hour in traffic ANYDAY!!!....
I started consciously watching my meals last week, I am STRUGGLING with my cravings and 'always-hungry' lifestyle.... but in good spirits I lost 2kg last week.... YAAAY!! still not where I was before I embarked on that trip.. but I am closer now.

My brother will be having a laugh somewhere but its all good... Poco a Poco...